Today the world is a little more my own.
No need to remember the pain
A blue- frocked woman caused, throwing
Words at me like pots and pans, to drain
That honey- coloured day of peace
“Why don’t you join the others? What
A peculiar child you are!”
On the lawn, in clusters, sat my schoolmates sipping
Sugarcane, they turned and laughed;
Children are funny things, they laugh
In mirth at other’s tears, I buried
My face in the sun – warmed hedge
And smelt the flowers
and the pain.
The words are muffled now, the laughing
Faces only a blur. The years have
Sped along, stopping briefly
At beloved halts and moving
Sadly on. My mind has found
An adult peace. No need to remember
That picnic day when I lay hidden
By the hedge, watching the steel- white sun
Standing lonely in the sky.
_ Kamala Das/ Kamala Surayya
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